Soooo I wasn't happy with the header I had up for this blog. Can you tell? The black one was just a placeholder, but it was getting on my nerves. I don't think it's far fetched to say that anyone coming to look at my blog would glance at the banner and go, "Hm, another mediochre one. Not impressed."
And I know my art isn't the utmost, jaw-droppingly fantastic stuff out there, but I like to think I'm NOT mediochre. But when your advertising looks that way, why in the world would anyone want to have you create artwork for them? So anyway, the new banner is somewhat better at least. :|
Went to the art critique group again tonight and got some helpful pointers on human composition, which I must try. Ever wondered why I draw a bunch of dragons and beasties? C'mere, it's a secret..............It's because I can't draw the flaming HUMANS like I want! Someday I'll be better. Someday the peoples in my brain will come out on paper the way I want........Someday I'll go sit somewhere in public and weird people out while I sketch rough references for size and anatomy, muahaha.
Also I've been trying to figure out a way to get word around a little more that I'm actually accepting commissions. I think two out of the three people who know about it have forgotten :\ And I'm leery of places like dA, FA, or epilogue.net because of bad experiences and the kind of content one can find on there. Seriously, it's great that people can draw anatomy of humans or anthro's so well, but I don't want to see quite as much of the detail as they tend to put into it. Like the risque, jiggly kinds. If you catch my drift. In other words, this means I'm marooned on my own island of blogland, which is not to belittle the couple of friends who actually read this blog. You guys are awesome and you make me feel loved and warm and fuzzy!
I've been wanting to do more art since going to the critique group in the summer, but part of my problem is that I get horrible eyestrain or handstrain, so I've had to back off of things for a while. I never thought I'd be much into the critiquing (sp?) but just being able to see other peoples' styles, sketches, completed art and receiving advice from those people does wonders for motivation. I think I also have a lot of that thing going on, you know, the
thing? What I mean is where you become so used to what you can do that you feel like everyone must be able to do that, then you see what others are capable of (in this case, their art) and you feel like you're pretty bad. I'm working on it, as I very much like my own art, but sometimes I really feel like others have an established, professional style, and mine is pretty wibbly and immature.
Well I have to say, I do feel a little better for having gotten all that off my chest. Now for bed........